I understand where you are coming from. I tested for the first time after studying for more than a year and didn't score even close to what I wanted. So just want to say that you are not alone. Not sure if that makes you feel any better, but yeah.
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Would you mind sharing how you studied? I started studying in July because that's when I decided to finally take the step to go into law school and I'm thinking of taking the November LSAT.